discovering oneself may occur a multitude of times. visual thinking can be interrupted by static and depending on location. escapism seems like a short-term cure, but feels good enough to be worth it. running away will never fix anything, but neither will being idle and submissive. there are so many beautiful things in the world and lying to yourself to better self-esteem isn't such a bad idea. think and do. do and think. we are all struggling and scraping at the surfaces of what life is. proving to be an effective human being is useless and trite. ownership of actions and reactions and dealing with consequences properly is what makes a person either productive or destructive. none of us are consistently on one side of the spectrum. surviving is exciting and reaching for whatever it is one may want and desire should never be ridiculed or destroyed by anyone else. we should all seek adventure, but never acceptance. time is endless but we are not.