SAVE YOURSELF:
WATCH
BARAKA 
+
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two hours of fun
Ladies and gentlemen? Ladies and gentlemen. Thank you so much for visiting with us this evening. Now, I've traveled across half our state to be here and to see about this land. Now, I daresay some of you might have heard some of the more extravagant rumors about what my plans are; I just thought you'd like to hear it from me. This is the face. There's no great mystery. I'm an oilman, ladies and gentlemen. I have numerous concerns spread across this state. I have many wells flowing at many thousand barrels per day. I like to think of myself as an oilman. As an oilman, I hope that you'll forgive just good old fashioned plain-speaking. Now, this work that we do is very much a family enterprise- I work side by side with my wonderful son, H.W.- I think one or two of you might have met him already. And I encourage my men to bring their families, as well. Of course it makes for an ever so much more rewarding life for them. Family means children. Children means education. So wherever we set up camp, education is a necessity, and we're just so happy to take care of that. So let's build a wonderful school in Little Boston. These children are the future that we strive for and so they should have the very best of things. Now something else, and please don't be insulted if I speak about this - bread. Let's talk about bread. Now to my mind, its an abomination to consider that any man, woman or child in this magnificent country of ours should have to look upon a loaf of bread as a luxury. We're going to dig water wells here. Water wells means irrigation, irrigation means cultivation. We're going to raise crops here where before it just simply was impossible. You're going to have more grain than you'll know what to do with. Bread will be coming right out of your ears, ma'am. New roads. Agriculture. Employment, education. These are just a few of the things we can offer you, and I assure you ladies and gentlemen, that if we do find oil here, and I think there's a very good chance that we will, this community of yours will not only survive, it will flourish.
IN IT TO WIN IT



























and when I have something to give, I want to give it all
with all my might, with all my strength, with all my love
but with the reminder of failure, a lack of response, or nothing at all
what is there to give to you that I shouldn't just give to myself
a sweet neck rub, a romantic sunset kiss, a walk in the woods,
a conversation from the beginning and a happy ending
and when I have something to give, I want to give it all
but all is all I got and all I got is me and me doesn't feel like a lot
but I got me, it's all that I got, it's all that I need, 
the only person I can trust is me
and when I have something to give, I want to give it all
a dance around the living room, a long car ride, roaming the unknown
and when I have something to give, I want to give it all
with all my might, with all my strength, with all my love
but with the reminder of failure, a lack of response, or nothing at all
what is there to give you that I shouldn't just give to myself
what is there to give you that I shouldn't just give to myself
what is there to give you that I shouldn't just give to myself





















lets live here or at least, 
just spend a couple nights?
THIS ADORABLE MUTANT 
WAS BORN JANUARY 2, 2011. 


BECAUSE LITTLE MISS ALEXANDRA GILWIT IS SO FUCKING CUTE.



VIDEO: AGE SIX (W/ FAMILY) + STAR TREK + SECOND PLACE IN "THE 12 FUNNIEST VIDEOS FROM HILARIOUS 'STAR TREK' THEME PARK ATTRACTION"
PHOTO: AGE TWENTY-THREE + WITH ME THIS NEW YEARS EVE



ALL BECAUSE OF RYAN <3


dude. weird.









 FEEL SOMETHING
FEEL NOTHING
SURROUND SELF
DISTANCE SELF
I WANT
I NEED
WHO CARES?
WHO PAID? 
DEEP DEEP
LOW LOW
BABY
FEEL SOMETHING
FEEL NOTHING
SURROUND SELF
DISTANCE SELF
I WANT
I NEED
WHO CARES?
WHO PAID? 
DEEP DEEP
LOW LOW
BABY
FEEL SOMETHING
FEEL NOTHING
SURROUND SELF
DISTANCE SELF
I WANT 
I NEED
WHO CARES?
WHO PAID?
DEEP DEEP
LOW LOW





BABY






†
 

Sebastien always knows how to pick me up and sway me back and forth. I miss Paris.


ALL BECAUSE OF MAGGIE <3


You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware, I'm tearing you asunder.
Ooh, There is thunder in our hearts.

Is there so much hate for the ones who love?
Tell me we both matter don't we?

You,
It's you and me,
It's you and me who won't be unhappy.
river flow.
ghostwriter beat.
summer heat.
piggy back.
slow talk.
late talk.
smoke in eyes.
we stay young.
travel along.
scream in your head.
we ain't dead.
you.
me.
we.
us.
them.

TO RICHARD
LOVE ME
11.5.2010
a misplaced day of summer